it meant more, so much more

Sunday, December 13, 2009

one of the very best ♥
:')

at 4:45 AM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

either you got too over and it got me pissed, or i was already pissed at you so everything you do or say was too over for me.
what a bloody confusing feeling.
and as much as i can be emotional/ego/bias (ikutkan perassan), to be frank, you can be sucha pain in the ass too.
so whos wrong, and whos right?

maybe its you.
maybe its me.
maybe its pms, maybe thats why i get annoyed easily.
or maybe its something else..... ?

pffft. this kind of feelings suck.

and what does the word 'friend' really means? because i believe if you call each other friends, then you should be true to one another, no?
this world is sucha scary place. because everyone have their own mask, beneath it can be someone different and you can never trust people too much. the two of you can look so close from the outside yet deep inside you dont like each other, or even hate one another. its like, frienemies.
i dont know, it just got me thinking sometimes.

but neverthesless, i still think this world is a beautiful place. all thanks to, love. because despite all the awful things like hatred, hypocrisy, betrayal, envy, revenge, prejudice, grudge and more, the beautiful love conquer it all. and it makes the whole world beautiful.
and thats why im definitely blessed to be loved by my great family and relatives, and those awesome friends i know i can count on.
so thank you ♥

Labels: ilovelove(:, rantdom

at 9:40 PM

Monday, June 22, 2009

relatives from brunei just went back to brunei few hours ago.
and yesterday, relatives from malaysia went back to their home too. man im soooooo gonna miss them to bitsss.
and im so so so so happy they were all here. well ofcourse except for kak aida, kak diyana and baby sarah. but im still sooooooo bloody happy allll my aunties and uncles and cousins and niece from malaysia and brunei were here to be together for my auntys wedding.
man i lovelove them! ♥

and my auntys wedding was ofcourse awesomely great! the preparing and the disarranging was greatfun, so was the post events (present-opening and interviewing sessions!) and ofcourse the event itself was great! shes so beautiful on that wedding day(and ofcourse always, haha) and haha ofcourse so is my new uncle/ayah su! and im sooo happy for her that her dream/s finally came true. may the two of you last for eternity (:
♥♥♥

aww sweet kan kan kan!

haha ♥

and oh yes, have i mentioned that the trip to malaysia with my beloved family was greatfunfunfun too! haha
just too bad my sister wasnt there because she had to work.
hmm thats fine, the next one she better be around!
lovelove you all!
(:

Labels: ilovelove(:

at 11:34 PM

Monday, June 1, 2009

its 2.39am in the morning right now
so that means its monday 1st june already
so
so
so
this simply means,
i can simply say,

Happy Happy Birthday to My Beloved Mommy!!!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

theres so much i can talk about and i dont know where to start actually. haha
so my Mama; my Mama was the first person i laid eyes on (haha unless i opened my eyes and saw the doc first, haha!) and for the past 17 years, she've been there for me through almost everything. infact, she've been there for all the seven of us through almost everything. such a wonderwoman she is. but unfortunately, i have not been at my best through all these years to my mom. ive done shits of stuff and many mistakes that have obviously upset and disappoint her. and im sorry from the bottom of my heart. but nevertheless, she have never give up on me and continued to shower me with her love despite getting hurt and disappointed most of the time. such a great mother she is. i thank you for loving me and i thank you for being my mother. i love you with all my heart and i will keep on loving you till, forever. happy birthday once more my dearest beloved mama (:

and and and, lets go for more dinners! more family outings! more cooking moments! more crappy moments! more girls talks! more mature open talks (haha!) more mother to daughther outings! and more more more of time with you. i'll cherish you more more more and love you till theres no end at all. yayyyyyy
(((: