zuhairah. 9991.
one of the very best ♥
:')
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Sunday, December 13, 2009
Monday, February 9, 2009
bimbinglah langkah kakiku, aku hilang arah tanpa pimpinanMu, aku lemah tanpa hadiranMu.
i need strength
i need to be strong
i need You
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Saturday, January 31, 2009
life; with all the challenges in it, with all the ups and downs, amazes me all the time. especially when it comes to this creation called the, humanbeing. can you ever understand one totally? their behaviour, their feelings, their actions. sometimes, you wont even understand yourself. you wont understand why at times are you behaving, reacting in such way. how your feelings can go haywire one moment and another, you'll feel suddenly happy. how you have different, weird feelings you cant explain at all. how your brain can control you and all that. you know. so since you cant understand one's feelings and behaviour totally, you wont know whats on their mind. well, unless youre a psychic. but even if youre a psychic, trust me, you can never understand them totally and fully. because only He knows everything.
and well, when all these things amaze you, you got really puzzled and confused. which ended up makes you think that life is so hard, so confusing, youre tired of thinking already. and adding up with all the other things you have in mind like your overloaded assignments and works, you started to sigh all the time and have that feeling of giving-up. and the worst part is, you want to give up on life. and because you dont believe in suicide, the only way for you to give up on life, is to not do anything at all. but, whats the purpose of life then when you dont feel like doing anything anymore? whats the use of life when you feel like letting everything go? theres no more meaning to it anymore, right? and isnt it as good/bad as being dead? so youre like alive, yet youre dead inside. you'll then live up to the word; "no life" and people will literally say "get a life" to you. but, seriously, to think about it rationally, dont you think its rather senseless and foolish?
sothen, you know, that you should go on. you know, that you should held your head up, prepare yourself for whatever challenge that is coming in your way. you know, that you need to keep telling yourself not to give up. and you know, that, no matter how bad it is, no matter how serious and terrible it gets, you just need to go on. because this is, the reality, this is the real world. and besides, without all these challenges, life would be pretty boring just being carefree and happy and perfect all the time, now, wouldnt it?
thence, live your life to the fullest.
cherish every moment of it.
treasure every millisecond of it.
you only get one chance to live, so make it the best.
seize the day.
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Sunday, January 18, 2009
when these things happened, its unknowingly affecting me badly. and it got me thinking, why does it have to be this way? why do i have to think so much about it? because the actual fact is, it doesnt have to be this way. and i dont need to think so much about it. i just need to be strong, thats all. but hey, thats okay. because i guess, i got over it already. i guess, its better off this way. and perhaps, its just not the right time, just not yet. and hey, dont worry, im not giving up. infact, im never going to give up. just like in my favourite song, "im letting love find a way, find its way". :]
aku berserah.
have a good night. :)
with love,
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Sunday, January 4, 2009
because tonight, you hurt me like a knife,
but it is too deep, that it didnt even bleed.
sigh.
school is starting real soon, and im not prepared at all.
&im pretty sure next week is going to be hectic, with the open house and all.
&on monday i need to come to school at 830am though my class is at 12pm, so very early. sigh. &to make it even better, school will end at 9pm that day. so 830am to 9pm in school.
fun, isnt it?
sigh.
wish me luck.
&i dont know why. but things like this can hurt me easily. i guess, i shouldnt expect much from youi guess, i shouldnt hope much from you. i dont know. i guess, dejection and disappoinment speaks on its own.
sigh.
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anyways, all i gotta do is to stay positive no matter what. well, smiles everybody!
:)
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Saturday, January 3, 2009
hahahaha so! jeng jeng jeng..
my bloggie is done! :D
thanks alot lot lot to littlemisscool aka nurfatihahabdrahim. ;D
huhuhuuuu.
but well its not all done yet, because i still wanna edit some stuff.
&haha see. its almost four and im still awake.
i still cant sleep. but yes yes, i should atleast try kan.
no worries, i will do my best! hoho. :D
&im still high. and mcfly just got me even higher.
ooohman, i just cant get enough of them! really!!! weeeehooo!
hahhaha see? told you. hahaha.
:DDDD
haha okay so skip all these highness.
so 2009, uhh resolutions?
haha okay, i dont actually do all these resolutions thing. and im not so excited about the new year either.
to me, its just another year. which i just hope, for the best, for me and for everybody else.
thats it, i just hope and pray for the very best. :]
other than that, i hope to do v v v well for my studies, so that i'll make my mama proud, my beloved family and most of all, haha myself.
:]
&holidays gonna end anytime soon. im not-so prepared for school, yet, i dont feel as much lazy to go back to school either. and im not so prepared for P1 either. haih. i just hope i'll make it through this year.
wooooh. positive positive positive.
&&i thank you so much for everything. i felt great every single day because of you. im loving everyone and everything in my life lately. im appreciating everything that it is in my life nowadays. and even when shit happens, i'll always feel better afterwards. i just, feel great, wonderful, awesome. :) thanks to you. iloveyou, always.
yours sincerely,
Zuhairah(x
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